Me, Myself, and I (Part 1)

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I'm Single...

Back to square one. The square that I needed to be on. I forget about the most important person out there to me, myself. Some times we get caught up in the world of trying to please others, please the world, and strain and thin ourselves out. Question is for what? Naturally in us, we are kind, loving, passionate, and protective, ect. But we can’t forget about ourselves. You were born by yourself; you will go into the ground by yourself. What we do between both extremes is up to us. Is it just to waste time? Is it just to entertain the powers that be? I’m not saying to be selfish, or stuck on yourself; just make sure you keep yourself in mind. Besides family, that special someone, and close friends and associates; who do you have besides you? Make sure you give yourself some me time, even if you’re in a relationship, or married. You need some time for you. Go somewhere by yourself, just do something that make you happy. Between loving you and being happy with you be real with yourself. That means know your strength and weakness. You can’t fool yourself or brainwash yourself, because at the back of your mind you know the truth. So what you do? You do all type of things to distract yourself, but at the end, it comes up. You look in the mirror, and its all back again at square one. So lay everything on the table, pros and cons, and deal with them. This is reality. People love fantasy too much. The truth hurts yea. But wake up! Once you love you who can break you. They can put 50,000 people in front of you, and all of them one by one talk in your ear and tell you things to break you down mentally, spiritually and physically. But if you love yourself, they can never break you. Self love, remember that. Now go look in the mirror, who are you? What do you want to be? Where you want to go? What’s your purpose? Who are you fooling? After I get all the sex, money, clothes, material things, 15 minutes of fame, all the drinking, parting, drug using, then what?
In those great words of all time, P.E.A.C.E


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Conversation With Myself (Part 3)

Peace I said to myself

Peace myself said back to me

What’s up? myself ask me

Advice, guidance and words of wisdom I need from you I told myself

No problem myself told me

Is my life on the right track? I ask myself

Of course it is, myself told me, remember cause and effect, destiny

Yes I told myself

What if I told you that you made this journey before, just another time and period that is the only difference? myself asked me

Hmmm, I thought to myself, good point I told myself

You and I know that nothing in life or this physical plane can harm you, or derail you; it can only confuse you and stress you if you get consume in it said myself,

Yes, your right I told myself

But it is time you manifest that power of thought, mind over matter and take control of this illusion myself said

Remember when you was dreaming and I showed you that you was dreaming, and you started to control your dream? Myself asked

Yes I remember, I said to myself

So you were controlling the illusion, or mental projection of the energy plane right? Myself asked

Yes I said to self

So if that plane is more advanced than the so called physical plane why are you having so much trouble? Myself asked

Damn, you’re right I said to self

You know what to do, what’s next? Myself asked me

What should I do about miss thing? I asked myself

Right now it’s a one sided story myself told me

If the other side reveals itself or makes itself known, then you would know what the result is. So right now things are in limbo myself told me

True I said to self

Its wearing me down, and I had enough I said to myself

We know all things happen for a reason. I can’t tell you what the end result is, or what’s going to happen because you have to live it out. But you have nothing to worry about, just another lesson myself told me.

Hmmm, I will take your word for it I told myself

You mean thought myself said

Yes, sorry I said to self

How’s my future looking I asked myself

Now I’m a fortune teller huh?...LOL

You now it’s bright and successful, next question

Will that special someone come along soon?, Where is she? I asked myself

That special someone is already in the world myself said

Where is she? I ask myself

Right now she is being groomed to fit you and compliment you myself said

You are also being groom to compliment her myself said

When you meet her you will know myself said

Right know you are going through reflections and glimpse of her from the females you have been involved with in the past. But she will manifest herself to you soon, patience myself said

A flower takes time to blossom, it will take time for you to find yourself and ripen to the great being you are. Your soul mate will come when you are fully ready, not before myself told me

Your right I told self

Anything else? Myself asked

No, nothing else I said to self

Yea, I know myself said

If you know there was nothing else why do you ask me I asked myself

When something falls, it makes a noise. Why would it need to make a noise, why don’t it just fall and that’s it? Myself ask

Hmmm, ok, yes I see

Until next time I told myself

I’m always with you, just meditate and open your third eye myself said

Peace myself said

Since the beginning of the universe, peace I said



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Black Woman (Part 6-B)

I’m getting tired thou.

Is it too much to ask for?

Is it too much to want?

Maybe I’m being punished for all the time I have been cruel to females in the past

In the past I have been emotionless, inconsiderate, and treating you like an object

I would use you, and then let you go

Man, I’m matured now, but the years of abusing you out weigh the years I have been bad to you

So much knowledge, wisdom, and understanding

But when it comes to relationships I still need guidance

A lot of females like me, they think I am a good catch, for them any way

Even thou they may think so, I don’t think so

Is it bad to like what I like?

Is it too bad to prefer what I prefer?

I’m getting tired thou

Not getting tired of you black woman

Not getting tired of the black queen/moon/wisdom/reflection of the black man/earth

Just getting tired of the right one not manifesting before me

Not the one that seem right

But the one that I want

Patience I have

Patience I will need

Patience I am going to use

I have, in the past, taken breaks from certain things

Not to go from one thing to the next

Just taken breaks to figure things out

Therefore, just figuring out exactly what I want

Then come back with a realistic plan and outlook that will be better for me

I’m not giving up on you black woman

Seems that things are not in order for me

So time to pull my pants up and grow

So as I fade away

I will say I have learned a lot

I hope the females in the past forgive me

I hope the universe forgive me

For the universe is more connected to the universe than to the man

So if they are still not please with me, the karma towards me will not be pleasant

I can rise above it, but why do I have to do extra work?

Tired, but still learning

Hmmm, this is the material world, physical side of me

Hmmm, I think I’m showing too much

I get bored of the physical world; because I know in the end it’s all an illusion

But having someone to go through the time of illusion with, and understand how you understand it would be cool

Is that too much to ask and want?

Just a simple relationship

As I go to find myself more

Lay everything on the table, pros and cons

Wish me well

Slim dude out!



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Conversation With Myself (Part 3)

Black Woman (Part 6-A)

What else I have to take care of? I have to get some things from the store, go downtown and.....

Wait a minute.....

Who is this?

She’s looking, turn away.

Ok, now look.

Damn!!

She looks amazing without even trying.

Shy but powerful

Graceful but has an aura any man can lust over.

How can I approach such a great being?

I can’t do that regular routine these clowns be doing when they trying to talk to a female.

I know, just do what I do as always, just be myself.

Ok here I go.

Excuse me, don’t mean to bother you.

She smiles; I forget what I was going to say.

Ok, get yourself together slim dude.

May I speak with you for a few minutes?

She says sure, you came at me correct so all I can do is give you some time she says.

My name is “D” I said

What yours?

She said her name

Ok, I thought to myself, a normal name but she makes it work well and make everybody want to repeat it.

I said I was walking and a blinding light caught my eye, but when I went to see where it was coming from it came from your direction.

She smiled again, a blinding light huh she said

Yea, but I guess it was just you standing out from the crowd.

So I said where are you from?

She told me

I said where do you currently reside?

She told me

I told her both about me

What’s your occupation I said?

I’m in school she said

I said that’s what’s up, an educated mind is a useful one.

I go to school and work myself, I said

So I said I wish I can stay and chat some more but I have to take care of some things.

I would like to get to know you better thou, can I give you my number?

She said how do you know I’m single?

I said you have to be, me meeting you is like a baby taking air for the fist time.

She smile, you have a way with words Mr. “D”

I tell you what she said, why don’t I give you my number, and what ever you want to do with it is up to you.

I thought to myself damn, now she bagging me up

She said by your approach I see your mind is as handsome as you are

I said you thinking about my mind I see that you’re not like the normal everyday female.

So I said, here is to a beginning of a new friendship.

She said yes, and maybe something more.

I said cool, stretch my hand out

It was nice meeting you, I will give you a call later

She stretched her hand out to shake mine, and while smiling she said yes it was nice meeting you as well she said.

Take care she said

You do the same I said

Thinking to myself, here I go again, another adventure.

Looking at my watch as I walk away

Thinking to myself, what I had to do again?

Oh yea, I have to get some things from the store, go downtown.......



My thoughts:

Please, I wish I can do that. I rarely “so called” bag females in the street. It takes a lot to get my attention. When a female catches my eye, all I do is smile and look away. I’m shy, believe it or not. All the females I dealt with you can say that they nag me up, and then I became aggressive afterwards. What really matter is when I meet that someone who I am happy with, make me smile and laugh, and we have potential for something great together. That’s all that counts in the slim dudes eyes. Time to mature people. For those of you who are single, good look, or enjoy it. When the time is right I hope everything go well for ya as well. I leave you with the great words of PEACE.


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