Monday, July 17, 2006

Black Woman (Part 14)

- My thoughts of you, my memory of how your face looks, my feelings for you can’t escape my mind

- I guess you’re my personal black hole

- Every time I’m not near you I wish I can bend the universe, rewind time and or step through a portal to get close to you

- So I close my eyes and think about you

- I concentrate on you on the energy realm where time and distance don’t exist

- The simple pleasures of you

- I like the way that you say my name

- Each syllable that you pronounce causes a wave that excites the melanin in my body

- I guess the melanin hears the voice of God speaking

- However, that was so long ago that you said my name

- When you come near me the atoms in my body starts to vibrate intensely

- Chemical explosions, molecular reactions multiples in my body

- The hairs on the back of my neck start to entwine and lock together

- The melanin tries it's best to keep things in order

- As I get right next to you, your presence puts everything back at peace and rest

- Only if my mind can French kiss your mind again

- Only if our souls can lock together again

- I wonder if my aura and your aura can hug again

- Damn!

- I don’t need medicine, I don’t need medication, I don’t need a doctor

- You’re my vitamin “Orw”

- But yet you don’t know me

- I am a stranger to you

- This is my fantasy

- What I wish, what can be if allowed, what could be forever

- Maybe in another life time, maybe on another plane of existence we will meet again

- Actually I met you a millennium ago

- Thousands of years have passed by, and all I remember is your scent

- Your sweet, indescribable, mathematically precise scent

- I meditate at night until I feel you energy signature enter the conscious plane

- When you sleep I transport myself and whisper into your ears the endless memories of when we were together while you sleep

- I watch you smile, I watch you laugh

- I watch you sleep

- I’m even with you in your dreams

- You know that face in your dream that you do not recognize, you never seen before, that is me

- But all you do is glance; and get consume by your dream again

- When you wake up you forget, the paradise disappears, my pain grows

- I’m a stranger to you

- During the day you have walked by me many times, you have seen me among the crowd, but you turn your head

- I am a stranger to you

- Every now and then you stop, and look to your right, no one is there, but you feel eyes watching you

- You turn back around and shake your head and smile

- Don’t worry, your not going crazy

- It’s just de ja vu of an eternal kind

- My memory of you came back to me in a dream

- I have searched for you all over the globe and I have found you

- But I am a stranger to you

- One day I got the courage to walk up to you, but I did nothing but got in your way

- We both said excuse me and continue to walk

- I look back and you started to fade away

- You have the same walk by the way, the same smile, the same hospitality

- The same scent

- Thousands of years seem like yesterday

- Only if I can have one touch

- Only if I can gaze into your eyes, maybe then your memories will come back

- I’ll allow my energy to massage your pineal gland

- The pain of separation burns hotter than the sun

- So every night I meditate and wait, I wait in the eternal darkness

- When you depart from your body into the energy plane you will pass by the darkness

- Then you will know who I am

- We will unite

- Another star will be born

- Our love will be symbolized by a new nebula

- Until then……I am still a stranger

- So I wait in the darkness






Coming Soon:

You conceited, high nose, book worm, think you know everything bastard, self centered, cocky, nonchalant son of a b@#&* !(Part 2)